April 2011
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Part of a poem I wrote about my ex, who was...
Brand New
And i miss when we stood close, Me in your warm embrace, And there were slight tickles, Of the stubble on your face. I remember falling asleep on you, And I felt so safe there. I would stay in you arms forever, Because I know you wouldn’t care. Were not broken up, But I do miss you. Who you are is not what you’ve been. Today is never to late to be brand new.
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Having an Eating Disorder.
And every time I feel hunger pangs, It’s like a feeling of empowerment. Like I finally have control over something in my life. Like my body is the one thing I can keep from falling apart.
Eating makes me upset, And when I do I feel horrible about myself. I feel like I have no self control. So I punish myself.
After circling the toilet, I stand up and look in my bathroom mirror. My face is pale...
Pictures of Me. →
I feel like if you start at the bottom and work your way up, I somehow seem to get sicker and more unhappy as time progresses.
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Wonderment
I wonder if I can learn to walk away, Even though I tried hard to make you stay. I’m not one to give away my pride, So I did not, and I feel regrets inside. Regrets of being afraid to care for someone other than me, Of expanding our love to all it could be. Is it my fault that we entered a slow drift apart? Or were we stricken from the start? Many months ago when this relationship was new,...
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Part of a song I'm in the middle of writing.
She needs to find herself, Just not in someone else. I wish she’s figure this out, So she can stop this now. So much better than this, I hope one day it will hit Her.
She lives her life like a masquerade, I hope that one day she will be saved. She need to find her true colors, Because you can’t shine behind another.
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“I want to fly far away, to never never land where I’m not ashamed, where it’s OK...”
– Hautzig, Deborah. Second Star to the Right. (via browniesformybrownie)
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